Tate McRae’s new song, “TRYING ON SHOES,” was released on Nov. 21 as part of the deluxe edition of her album, “So Close To What???” It takes an honest look at the strange, in-between stage of heartbreak that most songs skip over.
Instead of focusing on the moment a relationship ends, McRae sings about what comes after, which is the awkward process of trying to put yourself back together. The idea of “trying on shoes” and “putting on glitter” becomes a symbol for the ways people try to look fine on the outside, even when they’re still hurting inside.
Her vocals have a steady softness and strength to them, and the orchestral-pop production gives the song a moody, cinematic feel without overpowering her voice. While much of her recent music has leaned toward faster-paced, glamorous and highly produced tracks, McRae has always created very sad, emotional songs in the past. “TRYING ON SHOES” introduces a slightly new vibe for her, which is still emotional, but in a more cinematic and reflective style.
I have been a huge fan of McRae ever since she was posting YouTube videos of her singing in her room. Her music and lyricism are very hard to replicate, and she has a unique ability to make her personal experiences feel universal.
I will admit though, at first listen, I didn’t really like it. But after playing it again while reading the lyrics, the song finally clicked. Since then, I’ve caught myself returning to it more and more. It’s definitely one of those songs that gets better the more it keeps playing.
What makes the song stand out is its honesty. It doesn’t try to make heartbreak sound glamorous. Instead, it shows the slow, confusing process of figuring yourself out again, which I feel like is something many college students can relate to.
While it may not be the big, dramatic breakup song some listeners expect, its subtle emotion and relatable message make it a track that sticks.
“TRYING ON SHOES,” is one of McRae’s more thoughtful and mature songs. It may not be a song that everyone enjoys, and it is a very different style from her earlier releases, but that difference is part of what makes it interesting. Even if it isn’t an instant favorite, it’s a song that reveals layers of vulnerability and honesty that her earlier songs sometimes approached more directly.
This song is a strong track that shows McRae evolving as an artist, pushing herself creatively and exploring new ways to tell her story, all while still keeping her signature emotional depth. This song proves that McRae is capable of growth and reinvention without losing the honesty that defines her music.
I give this song a 4/5 lopers.
